Looking back, and forward!

I was just looking at some of our first pictures with Alex last night and thinking about how fast it feels like time goes by. He is almost two now and will soon be an older brother. I think back to the first few days with a newborn and those days felt eternal. We were so exhausted and I felt like he would never sleep long enough for me to sleep at all....and now here he is sleeping almost 12 hours every night! Sometimes I really want to get him out of bed and just rock him, like I used to do. I just go in his room and touch his head and watch him sleep. I know there must be enough love in my heart for two babies, but right now there is just so much for him, I don't know what it will be like to share my heart with both.